Alright well today I'm doing something I have never done...I'm bogging in the middle of the day I'm bogging about. That is because this, my 22 day of being away from home is officially the worst day I have had yet... and I'm thinking that it is going to be quite tough to beat.
Not that the day itself is bad. We reached plus 20 degrees in the sun, I got some tax work done and I work from 6 pm to midnight.
But none of that matter because this morning I had the conversation with Toddar that I had been hopping against all hope we could go 9 months with out having. I don't know what I can say... Hopefully it all works out in the end... but right now... it's a painful numbing feeling that has been driving me out of my mind evey second since it started but I’m not to sure if I want to go away, for fear that the feeling that it's covering just might be more excruciating. I don't know if I could handle it.
I think Toddar said it right...'screaming in silence'.
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