April 1 2007

Day 5 of 266. Thats exactly 38 weeks. Thats the number of days untill I get to go home. 5 of 112 days untill I go traveling with Ashley and then 91 days of touring around Europe. After that its only 63 days to kill. I think that I'll survive. Needless to say , I did alot of thinking today. Of days it was probebly neer the negitive side. I woke up early and went for breakfast. I was nice here. Toast again, witch I had with rasberry jam today but it also had coffee and cerial with milk. Im thinking in this case it was a good thing that Toddar didn't come with me because this was the first time I had had milk since before leaving home. Then I packed up all my stuff and went down to the common room to wait for my new room to be ready at 3:00pm. It made for a long day. Every one again wasn't speaking english and people kept looking at me. all I could do was smile. I kept myself busey by putting my canadian contacts in to my Irish phone. Now I look popular even though I'm all alone all the time. I met and talke to a girl who was actually born in Sherwood Park! It was great she went to St T's untill greade 2 then moved to BC. We had allot in common, but her friends cane 15 mins later and she left. Besides that I organized my notes and thought about what was going on in my life. I'll spare you the detalis before this becomes and online diary as apposed to a blog. When I was done putting things in to my new room. I called Ashley to see if she could help me thro what im feeling right now. It turned out to cost 12 euro because I was calling a cell phone. I wont be doing that again! But it helped a little. I spent 3 hours on the net again checking my e-mails hoping I'd get to talk to someone. I posted a bit and chatted with Miz Bella. I also updated my CV (Irish resume.) I bought a sandwitch for supper and was sad to see that I had grabed one with no meat in it! So I depresedly walked upsatirs only to find that Im the only one up here. Thats OK it gave me allot of time to shower. Im hoping that if I let the water works go while im in the shower it wont really count. what do you think lol? Ashley said it was OK to cry... that she did it for a long time. Im not to sure if that bit made me feel any better or not. The best part of my day was that i got allot of e-mails an comment frome people. and Toddar wrote me and e-ail for the first time <3 For the record I have offically disided that I have shed way to many tears to go home now, so it looks like im in for the full 261 days that I have left. Thats 6,264 hours, 375, 840 minuts and 22,550,400 seconds, mmm...yes I think I'll make it.